A thought in mind...

Sometimes, I really do what makes two person together. Does being romantic comes in as an important requirement in which a relationship can be maintained? If that is the case, I guess I would always be a great failure in a relationship. Well, I am a self-confessed non-interesting guy. Well, I do not go out and do romantic things like candle-lit dinner, climbing mountains and hills at night, give a romantic surprise every now and then.

To me, what really matter most in a relationship would be how to make the life of your partner more meaningful and how can you help her burden her problems. I always make it a point to ensure that I put her problems ahead, so much so that I'd forsake mine. Well, I guess my thoughts are wrong. It takes more than just providing everything she needs in life and helping her fulfil her dreams.

I guess, it takes a lot more than what I am doing to go anywhere forward; A lot more than I can afford to do so. Well, I guess looking forward without thinking about all this would be a better choice for me and for everyone else around me. Perhaps the lesson learnt here: Never show all your cards. You will never win if you do so...

Making a decision takes time but I guess if it takes too long to consider, perhaps it just meant that there is too many things pulling you back. If there is no way of releasing such held-backs, then might as well follow them all the way. The choice of moving forward may perhaps be too painful for everyone else...