A confusius State of Mind...

I have no idea what I am up to. Somehow or rather, I felt that I am really in a big mess which I dun understand why I am in. All I asked for in life was simplicity and peace. All of a sudden, it became so crazy. Continuous late nights, continuous drinking with my frens, just seemed to be something in which I had never been doing before.

Well, being open minded is the key but somehow or rather, it looked like I am pushing myself from one extreme end to the other. All of a sudden, it just seemed like I had lost my focus all over again. All of a sudden, I just felt that everything is going to be going really crazy again. What do I want in life? I seriously wondered...

My bio-clock is in a mess; physical condition is all screwed; even my thinking of life is getting confused. I guess this is all so common especially when you had lost some things in your life which meant so important to you. When something which you thought was right for years turned out to be the greatest wrong, there is no way you can differentiate what is going to be right or wrong...