Simply Me... Or Am I Me?

Well, everything ain't as constructive as it should be for the past 2 weeks. I mean, I am suppose to work hard on my project and work hard at job. However, I had not been doing what I am supposed to do and there is to be a project meeting with Maggie Coope this coming Saturday and I am not actually fully ready for it!

Sigh, yesterday was a really long night. It's been quite some time where I had stayed up through the night talking with someone for so long. To be frank, I enjoyed talking with her since there is so much laughter and smiling through the whole night. However, I do feel that I am really too boring a person in which anyone would actually be interested to talk in the first place.

I mean, how interesting can the live of a Software Engineer be? How fun can it be to know what a Software Engineer would do? I guess, I am sure that other jobs like being a Banker, Pilot, etc. sounds alot more fun and intriguing to begin with. I do believe in one thing though, being yourself. At least, when you are yourself, there is nothing to hide and there would not be so much pressure on myself.

Even though those thoughts did come into my mind, I have to say that the meal at Sakae, movies at PS and the walk and chatting around town does feel pretty comfortable for me... Now, as usual, I promise myself to gym doubly hard tomorrow or else, I am sure the training I had put through all the while would all go to waste. The first step, start training hard again... =)